Having a "type a" personality is usually defined as someone being regimented or particular about how things go because they like being in control at all times. They don't like seeing an outcome that they weren't able to be in charge of. They're often anxious and impatient and live off the deadlines they set for themselves. If you want a more clear picture of this kind of person, watch some Gossip Girl and observe Blair Waldorf, you'll learn quickly.
I never saw myself as one of these types of people except for maybe within the last couple of years. I'm known for being really laid back, indecisive, and quite. I would never, ever, consider myself to have a "type a" personality. However, when it comes to being an athlete, I obviously have some type a in me. I'm a competitive, ambitious, and pretty impatient person by nature which doesn't really fit the "type b" personality traits. These traits have more to do with my athletic self more than anything else. For example, the other day it was in my schedule to run 3 easy miles because the day before I had done 5 miles at tempo pace. I felt great for the tempo workout, the best I had felt running like that in awhile. I wasn't feeling the same the next day. 3 super easy miles at 8:30 pace was more than fine by me, but Dad didn't think so. We were easily pushing 8:15 pace. When we hit the trail on the run he had just kinda took off while I tried to get back to 8:30/ mile but slower because we were trail running. I could have been super competitive and kicked it in with him but staying back had a lot to do with the fact that my training plan said to do 3 easy miles. If a person with a "type a" personality had gone over or under the 3 miles at a pace that was way too fast they would have probably had anxiety. I'm don't go this far with it but something inside of me always feels wrong. And then tonight at the local track practice I felt the same way. Where I live, there are controlled burns for the forest. I don't know if today's smoke was from a controlled burn or not but the air (it was also really cold) was really thick and I was having a lot of trouble breathing. And it wasn't the trouble breathing I was familiar with. No, this was a "I'm sucking in air but nothing's going in my lungs. Oh now comes a mini panic attack because I can't breathe." type of thing. The workout involved some interval pacing and I was feeling so awesome and fast but when you're feeling awesome and fast your body also needs that oxygen and I was not getting enough. I grew frustrated but let it go because workouts aren't always perfect and this is how you learn because adversity (aka breathing issues) makes you stronger. So I shook it off like Taylor told me to and finished out the workout best I could.
There were a lot of things I could continue to say about this subject, I think. But it's 11 at night and my body is telling me to go to sleep and that the last few hours of Christmas music was enough for tonight.
Oh, and I found this quote tonight- "Stay close to what keeps you feeling alive." Mmmm yeah I think being an athlete (more specifically running) is what I need to stay close to.